Emily aka XiiaoMonkey

2011-05-10T10:07:00.003+08:00

Hey dear friend , long time never post le ... Is time to post my past few month happy and sad thing's ... Haix , more sad thing den happy thing ... Erm... I think dun wan to say about sad thing le , cos is the past le ... Let say about happy thing ... Nov I have enjoy my 19th Birthday Party , thx ahpui daddy and gilbert help weichyuen to help him find 100 lollipop for my present , I'm so touching about it ... Still got next day nitez , ahpui daddy , gilbert, huiwen,kimwee, weichyuen and me go cck kbox to sing k ... I have enjoy this two day wit them , if no have them I think I will be lonely Birthday Girl ... Thx alot to u all ... Next Dec and jan nth much to say ... Let say about feb , this Chinese new year , this year chinese new year very boring , every year go to the same place plus this year my luck not gd , I lose around 50++ ... Haix ... Next march , everyday work , work , work ... And april this time to study le ... Brb

2010-09-09T19:14:00.006+08:00

Hello my dear reader , I know I MIA for so long le ... Now is my free time to update my blog ..... Wonder this 2 month wat am I doing and where am I , now I will share wit U all ... This 2 month got alot of thing happen , got happy and sad thing ..... But I will say the happy thing first ..... I finally got job to do le , but only work for 2 week only , becos they only wan me to work 2 week , den my pay total get $500++ ... So happy , this is my first time go work den get money for my ownself ..... I think I will open steamboat dinner on my Bday ... So now I must not anyhow use money le , must save for my Bday party still got 1 month ++ ..... Monday I will go next interview near farmart there ..... Hope can pass .... Lol ...... Next year April I going to go back to study le , for my hnitec .... I must study hard , cos my future I wan to work as a electrical technician , I find this job is a nice job and can earn alot of money .... Maybe when I know more about this job , I will come out and make a company for my ownself ..... Now this is my wish , I hope can come ture ..... Seah Qiu Yi jia you .... I have say finish my happy thing , next I will say about my sad thing .... Now LOVE this word is not in my mind anymore .... I dun wan to be hurt again , it make me very pain now my heart wound is like a big hole ... Now very hard to cure le .... Guy if u dun like the girl pls dun accpet her , cos u all make us feel very pain ..... Guy pls stopped it can ..... This is not fun at all ..... I think I dun wn to sad about my sad thing le .... It make me think of him again .... This month alot of tua and temple got da ri zi , maybe is a busy month to go help up le .... One of my friend have book me le , on 15 sep ..... Can't for for the day to come ... Haha .... Forget to say one thing , I have buy new phone le ,,, Is nokia E5 .... So happy to get new phone .... I think I need stop here le ..... Lazy to type .... Lol .... Take care everyone ....

2010-06-21T14:02:00.004+08:00

Hello Reader ... I'm back to post le .... 12 june to 15 june I have go to genting for holiday , at there very boring nth to do , only walk walk , buy thing and eat only nth much to do .... I total spend RM210 to buy my thing ..... When I on the way back to singapore , I saw one accident ... Wa the car crush very jialat , den beside the police car I saw one ppl lying on the road cover with white bu .... So poor thing .... When I reach singapore around 11 + le , first time come back from genting so late .... The next day I saw the newspaper about accident , they are singaporean , one guy and one lady , the guy only 22 year old den the lady 20 year old ..... But the guy has pass away le , only the lady still alive .... If that time is the guy diver the car I think nth happen at all .... The poor thing is that the next day is the guy chinese bday ..... So poor thing ...... sian nth to say much .....

To xl;

Hi !!!! Happy Birthday To U .....

2010-05-26T21:42:00.007+08:00

Hi reader .... Few day never post le , cos lazy to post.... Sunday afternoon go xueling hs den awhile go teck whye walk walk .... After walk walk go back to xueling hs sing until 7pm + den go back to teck whye walk walk , den I msg pek ask him wat time come to teck whye den he say 8.30 so I wait for him .... When wait for him I need to take care of xueling sis , she so playful , cannot tahan her heng got jia xiang wit me if not I going to crazy le .... Den 8+ pek come le , den go find him den eat my dinner , den I eat chicken chop , it was very nice , but I no mood to eat , cos of some reason .... HATE IT .... Dun feel like talk about sunday le .... Let talk about monday , in the morning wake up my whole body very xin ku , den I try to get up from my bed . Den I take my tempture 38.5 den I never care den I go back to slp , slp awhile den wake up more xin ku den I take tempture again wa 39.7 , first time so high den go eat yao , after 6 hour also den same 39. 6 , den I call my father ask him ltr got pass by teck whye anot , he say no have , den I need to stay at hm wait for him to come back ... At nite 9+ den go c doctor ..... Finally today recover le , but no voice , sian wish saturday my voice come back .... Nth to post le Bye ....

2010-05-19T22:55:00.003+08:00

Hi reader , today wake around 11+ den nth to do .... around 12+ do some hs work , done hao le den wait for mother to come back buy me breakfast but she never buy den nvm , I wait until 4 + den eat , if not my wei cannot tahan for so long .... Nowadays she dun care about me le , den nvm dun care den dun care , she got one gd son can le .... Aiya dun say about it le , it make me feel sad .... My life getting more boring le , dunno wat to do .... I have no goal in my mind ... I think I going to hopeless le .... Soon ..... But my life is going to become singer , so I will try my best to learn hao my singing now .... Jia You I can do it de ..... Bye reader going to stop here le .... See You .....

2010-05-18T19:59:00.003+08:00

Hello reader long time never post le ...... Got alot of thing happen between this time , finally I can slove some problem away le ... But still got some haven slove it... Wish can faster slove it .... Nowadays still the same , at hm wake up watch tv , do hs work , go fetch my cousin hm and sing ..... My life is so boring .... At hm mother talk not stop , saying y dun wan go find work and dun wan to go take car licences ??? Is not I dun wan I find dao work den u will say the work not good , den wat u wan me to do ???? Mummy pls let me find my future ... My future go wrong is my problem , I know how to slove it .... Mummy pls stop it , I have enough of it le .... U everytime say money money , I can tell u money for me is not important , If I no money I can eat rice with soya sauce de ... Mummy trust me .... Now no mood to post .... I share one song wit u all ... The song name is Wo Ai Ta by Ding Dang go and listen it very nice my blog got the song ..... Bye reader ..... See You....

2010-04-08T17:18:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone .... This few day very boring and no mood dunno y ??? Also nth to post ... Sian ... Share one song wit u all call ' Ruk tae doo lae mai dai ' is a thai song very nice ....

Love of yours

It's sound tells me that you're concerned about me

That hand of yours

that touches my forhead during the days when I'm unwell

Every scene, every episode, they never fade away

even though they had passed by however long ago

And every scene, every episode, that kepy emphasising

the thing that I became since losing you.

That I am a stupid person, more so than anyone else

having had true love but was unable to take care of it

got to know it's value but then it's too late

broken-heated, however much I throught of reverting the story

I'm able but only to dream

Stick our picture which was torn apart back together

but will our paths meet again ???

or that I should accept it

tell me a little, just where there will be

A door for me to revert to the night and days

that I had you

Ill take a good care of you, once again....

wo men zhi neng guo de dao wo men yuan yi gei de dong xi . wo men gei chu de qian, cai shi wo men yong you de qian; wo men fu chu de ai, cai shi wo men yong you de ai . qu ai, rang bie ren xu yao ni, ni jiu hui young you geng duo de ai; dang ni ting zhi qu ai, mei you ren xu yao ni, ni jiang shi qu suo ai . I belive in this sentence 4ever in my life...

Bye gtg le.....

2010-04-06T21:34:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone !!!! MIA for 6 day le .... Lol .... Got alot of place need to go .... Friday my cousin birthday party .... Sat my grandfather birthday also so we go out and eat dinner .... Is very happy .... Lol... Sian mummy everyday ask me to go out find work .... I really try my best to find le ...

To U;

Sry to u .... I hurt u so much .... I only can tell u one thing , I really no have the feel to find relationship now .... I also dunno Y ??? Maybe god cut away my love line make me dun feel like finding relationship.... Sry... But thk 4 pei me this few month .... I really happy .... Wish soon u will find until yr ture love.... Good luck....

To xl;

Silly girl this few day u cry and cry u know u make me also wan to cry out.... Lol... Rmb wat I tell u , Dun becos of boy den cry .... silly ppl den will cry .... Now i also cannot help u much , only can pei u du guo this few week .... Jia you u can change to become good girl de... must let him c ....

Nth to say le .... Gtg le ... BB

2010-03-30T18:46:00.003+08:00

Hello I'm back .... Nth to post but I will write something .... Lol...

I remember that moment

You don't let me hold your hand

quickly stirring me crazy

it's like being thrown into a depthless hole

Forcing to smile brings some pain

since you give me nothing to investigate

Hiding at my back

you personally use my kindness, exchanging this nightmare

oh baby why would you hurt me so long

This person must not be me

please let me know

Sadness is what you left me as a clue

Is it possible that my move

has turned into your unspeakable difficulties

not until it used all my strength

you rather wish you haven't pass through

I paid too much love in advance

Not that I never thought of it

The most foolish maybe is me

This song is a very nice song. Sing by Nicholas Zhang , Song name "Hurt"......

2010-03-25T11:22:00.004+08:00

Hi Everyone I back to post .... This week very boring cos never go anywhere only stay at hm .... But this weekend very busy.... Sat 9.45 a.m go CCK cc cos got singing class until 12p.m ++ .... 3pm++ need to go chu shi dunno until wat time .... Next day sunday need to early wake up to go lim chu kang to bai my tai ma and unlce .... After that go other place to bai my tai gong , ah gong and ah ma .... Wa my weekend is full so maybe cannot go out wit friend le .... Sry.... The time is very fast over.... Going to April soon ... 3 of my cousin Bday ... First is on 2 April.... Second is on 3 April.... Thrid is on 7 April .... Wa haha they going to old 1 year old le .... Aiya nth to post le ... Ltr at nite den post again... See u....

2010-03-23T21:12:00.014+08:00

My Piglet's Family

My 18th Bday Present

My Baby Piglet

My 18th Bbay present

My lovely Piglet's

My 18th Bday present

My Piglet Cup

Hello Everyone I'm back.... Long time never post le.... Now going to post le.... 16 Feb to 28 Feb Very busy cos Chu Shi .... Haha.... Chu yi go to my aunt hs to eat den go grandparent's hs to sit sit.... Chu er go other aunt hs eat den play blackjack ..... Wa I win $95 so happy first time win so much sia.... Haha.... After 28 Feb very boring le cos nth to do den when to temple help ... Den last day they give all the li si hong bao $40 wa so much sia.... Haha.... This few week I really very stress . First is my parent , second is about relationship problem.... Now I really dun wan to find relationship .... I still wan to be single.... I still play not enough.... And finally I wan to find work first .... Now no money to use le .... Parent dun wan to give money ..... Sian.... Who got work can intro to me plss.... I really need to work now.... 24 April is my singing teacher bday so need to perform ..... So I going to sing ' yong qi' this song very hard to sing sia .... I need to jia you le ... Haha... Bye gtg le ... See U....

2010-02-05T18:59:00.003+08:00

Hello Everyone!!! 2 day my mood is better den ytd... Wake up around 12.30 in the afternoon, very tried now aday , dunno y ??? 1 week more to Chinese New Years le... So happy!!! Just finish clean and tidy up my rm ... But my backbone very pain , I think I take heavy thing... Very F... sia !!! Ytd I just join my kor lion dance troupe , Long Sheng ... So happy can c alot of different ppl in there... I wish I go there I will talk to my senior ... Cos I very less talk to person that I really dunno them well , I scare I will say wrong thing... I will jia you de... Andy kor thk u very much let me go in yr troupe...

Dear sis,

U will cry becos u think u cry out will feel better... I last time also like this... So dun think so much everything will be ok de... Maybe u miss him or wat , so u when cry out... Just think 2morro will be better ... U say I dunno yr feeling ,but I know . Cos I have been single for 3 month + le . U ask me when I den find until my love , den I tell u I dun wan to find... But I lie to u de , I also wish I can faster find until my love , But I now can't face it to have a bf ... So sis listen to me no matter wat we alway will be sister 4ever and never end ... I will stand beside u , and ask u to jia you ... Remember Our Word .... Take care ...

291009

Never End

I miss u alot

2010-02-04T21:50:00.004+08:00

Hello Everyone!!! Still got 10 more day to end 2009 le ... My new wish is my family , friend , sister and my life will be better than last time... The past unhappy time ,let it be just a dream... I now will tell myself jia you for the new life , I'm grow up need to learn alot of thing le , dun go mix around wit the small kid , if not my thinking will also like a small kid... JIA YOU SEAH QIU YI U CAN DE ... Now I wan to say thk to my ah gong and ah ma , but I know is to late to say le . Ah gong u have left me went I 6 year old, now I 18+ le so u left me 12 years le... I really miss when I small time , when I cry or sad u will bring me go buy sweet to make happy , that time I dunno how to say thk ah gong ,but now is to late le ,but now I will say ah gong xie xie ni , wo hen xiang ni . And Ah ma u have left me went I 16 year old , now I 18+ le so u left me 2 years le... I really very thk u , when mummy wan to cane me den u come and help me ask mummy dun cane me , thk ah ma . Ah gong and ah ma I really miss u both , I got alot of thing wan to ask u all , but is to late to ask le ... If u both now infront of me I will happy and maybe I will ask u both also bring me go wit u all ... I wan to take care of u all 4ever... wo hao xiang ni ah gong , ah ma ... I got one song wan to share wit u all ...

来不及说再见

下過雨的藍天彩虹浮現你的臉

那是小時候被你抱著來到海邊

海風很咸幸福很甜

寬闊的肩任我撒嬌又賴又黏

孤單單的黑夜星星映照你雙眼

那是你走后望著窗外孤枕難眠

眼淚很咸幸福走味

回憶無限只能透過字裡行間

你離開的那一天匆忙間來不及說再見

失去你的這些年沒改變數不完的思念

是玩笑還是考驗我們緣分那麼淺

好想許一個愿讓我再見你一面

孤單單的黑夜星星映照你雙眼

那是你走后望著窗外孤枕難眠

眼淚很咸幸福走味

回憶無限只能透過字裡行間

你離開的那一天匆忙間來不及說再見

失去你的這些年沒改變數不完的思念

是玩笑還是考驗我們緣分那麼淺

好想許一個愿牽你的手回從前

你離開的那一天匆忙間來不及說再見

失去你的這些年沒改變數不完的思念

是玩笑還是考驗我們緣分那麼淺

好想許一個愿要一個有你的永遠

This song is a very nice song... Wish u all will like it...Bye !!!

2010-01-31T20:39:00.003+08:00

Hello Everyone!!! 2day no mood to post alot... 2day wake up around 11+ den awhile go take a bath . Hao le den I go meet mattew di , cos he ask me to help him buy yan... Buy hao den I go find pk , ansley and yong ... (dunno how to spell) at blk 143, after awhile ah lun , zhida and kah jie come also... After that go temple to watch lion dance... around 4++ I go find my mother... Den 5 + I go find my gan kor at his hs and pei him cos he going to book in le... 7.30 he going out le den I go hm lo... Aiya really no mood to say so much . Bye

2010-01-31T00:23:00.004+08:00

Hello!!! Come and listen to this song 林宥嘉 - 説謊...

是有過幾個不錯對象

說起來並不寂寞孤單

可能我浪蕩讓人家不安

才會結果都陣亡

我沒有什麼陰影魔障

妳千萬不要放在心上

我又不脆弱何況那算什麼傷

反正愛情不就都這樣

我沒有說謊　我何必說謊

你懂我的　我對你從來就不會假裝

我哪有說謊　請別以為你有多難忘

笑是　真的不是我逞強我好久沒來這間餐廳　

沒想到已經換了裝潢

角落那窗口　聞得到玫瑰花香　

被你一說是有些印象我沒有說謊　

我何必說謊你知道的　

我缺點之一就是很健忘我哪有說謊　

是很感謝今晚的相伴但我竟然有些不習慣我沒有說謊　

我何必說謊愛一個人沒愛到難道就會怎麼樣別說我說謊　

人生已經如此的艱難有些事情就不要拆穿我沒有說謊　

是愛情說謊它帶你來　騙我說　

渴望的有可能有希望我沒有說謊　

祝你做個幸福的新娘我的心事請你全遺忘

2010-01-30T19:21:00.003+08:00

Hello Everyboby I'm back in a very dark place... This time is my ownself to find until the light... I dun wan to go in the dark place le , it make me very lonley and cold... Aiya dun wan to say this thing le... Still got 2 week more to chinese new year le... So happy... I also can saw my far far relative le, they so funny and friendly... Nth to say much le... Bye

2009-12-24T22:33:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone !!! Long time no update le , cos com cannot use . Sian !!! Now holiday le very boring still at hm look after my cousin . Sian... Ytd result come out le . Heng... I got pass all . My IE I get C , EPE I get D and project I get C . Total my GPA I get 2.37 and heng my CCA point I get 0.2 . So total I get 2.57 . So I can go Hnitec 1 year . ButI dunno wan to go anot... Pls help me !!! Going to crazy le . Aiya !!! No have my other part for few month le . Wish can go on like this , cos is better 4 me . NO guy can understand me and wat I wan . Sadd...

To sis :
Still got 5 more day to our 2nd month le . Thk 4 pei wo this few month when I sad U will be there 4 me , when I no mood U also will be there 4 me , if not I still in the dark . Thk U very much . I wan rmb 291009 <3 4ever in my life . Sis never end .

Bye everyone!!!

2009-11-26T20:03:00.003+08:00

Hello Everyone I'm back !!! Hehe !!! Last few day lazy to post . Now I come back to post . 2day is my last day of ITE le , dun know wan to happy or sad . Happy is bcos I finally finish ITE le and sad is when I left ITE dun know when I can c my ITE friends le . So sad !!! 2 Dec is my IE exam paper . Sian !!! Dun know can pass ma !!! But 5 Dec to 9 Dec I going to Genting 4 holiday !!! Haha !!! Ah btw forgot to u all I 'm back to myself le . Haha !!! I finally give up on him le . Is him make my life like a mad girl . Now I tell myself dun trust boy anymore . And dun bcos of boy den cry . If u cry he will also not come back to u de . Belive in my word .

To U :

U really very silly girl . If U wan to stead wit him . I will not stop U de . But is U never tell me U and him have be together . So I will angry . But if U wan to patch wit him . I will not stop U both together . But I wan to tell U no matter wat U do wrong just dun turn back . Cos is the past le . Yr family , jia xiang , vivien and me just wan to c the last time xue ling , not now de . We will wait for U to change back to last time . When we have fun together . U say U will try advoid to contact her le . We will trust U . I got one word to tell u the past is the past le dun think so much le . Back to yrself . I will forgive U . Dun think so much ok ???

To Sis :

Thk U very much no have U . I dun know now I will still alive or wat ??? My past time I will so silly , go and do silly thing . And make U angry . Very sry sis !!! But U dun need to worry le . I back to myself le . Haha !!! 3 day more is our 1 month become sister 4ever . I will not forget 291009 date until end of my life . I wish my next life U can become my real sis .

291009 <3>

Sis 4ever <3>

Bye !!! Going to help my friend buy xiang yan !!!

2009-11-11T20:49:00.005+08:00

Hello Everyone !!! 2day I got go to sch , cos my classmate say got test . Den I reach sch my other classmate say no have . WTF !!! But nvm , cos still got 2 week more going to finish ITE le . So happy ... Still got 4 day more to my 18th bday . Haha . But I open party on sat 14 nov at my hs outside around 5 + start the bbq . So who is coming pls comfirm wit me by thursday ok ??? Thk !!! Aiya going to 18 le , I wish my mother will give me some freedom and listen wat I like and wat I dun like to do . Cos I grow up le , need to go out and learn more thing . Haiz... Nth to say le . Gtg le . Bye !!! Before I go I let u all c one song Lyric call 壞人!!! Very nice to listen . If u wan the song tell me !!!

~壞人~

那一扇车门

关出我们的裂痕

一声就震断了回头的路程

爱无法均分

以后就留给你们

也许用伤害结束爱才更动人

* 容忍的人其实并不笨

只是宁可对自己残忍

既然爱不能恒温

祝福就给你下一个人

** 你是好人也是个坏人

对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔

不能放任所以放了

这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人

分得够狠你才有借口转身

宁愿爱一点不剩

也不忍看恋人爱成路人

Repeat *,**

三个人从不对等

总有个人必须牺牲

那永恒就等他带你完成

Repeat **

宁愿爱一点不剩

也不忍看恋人爱成路人

2009-11-09T19:48:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone !!! Ytd nite chat on phone 2+ , but I chat half way den suddenly go back to my lala land le . Haha !!! Den this morning wake up very late . Den I think I will be late 4 sch le . Sian !!! 2day still got test I dun know how to do , HENG my friend come and help me . If not I think I going to fail again le . Thk friend . After test go cafe 1 eat . After eat go take bus 31 and change to mrt . Reach hm about 6 + . Ltr going to temple eat dinner . I think very late den come back . Haha !!! Gtg le . Lol !!! Bye

2009-11-08T23:50:00.004+08:00

Hello everyones I'm back !!! This few day feel better le . Wish can faster forget the past thing . Start A new life and find back last time the me . But now I dun feel like find bf le , cos I dun wan to rmb last time thing . And I wan to become freedom . I only wan to slack wit sister and friend . Btw I wan to thk sis and some of my friend who pei wo this few day . And u all dun need to worry about me le , I'm ok now le . I very tired now le wan to go and slp le . Gd nite everyone .

2009-11-05T23:46:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone !!! 2day wake up at 11 + . Still very tried . Den 12 + call jia xiang wan to go out eat ma , den he say ok . Den we go ten mile eat after that go c bbq thing . Den go plaza walk walk . After that go friend hs sit sit and talk talk until 5 + . Den go fetch my cousin after that go hm . Sian ... Anything to say le . Haha bye bye .

2009-11-04T20:05:00.005+08:00

Hello everyone just back from sch . Very tired . Heng 2day got abit mood to study , never slp in sch . Lol ... Still got 17 more day jiu finish ITE le . So happy... But need to find work to do le , if not no money to go out and buy thing 4 myself . Haha... 2morro no sch , maybe stay at hm and slp . Sian ...This Saturday is my cousin Jun Hui 1 year old bday celebration so I going to chalet at National Service Resort & Country Club . Maybe stay over nite at there next day den go hm . So I never go temple to eat dinner le . Lol ... Monday and wednesday got class test sian ... maybe will fail cos I dun know how to do . Sis very sry to let u worry 4 me this few day . I try to forget the past . And start a new life . I also will rmb 291009 this date . Thk for pei wo du guo this few day the unhappy thing . Thk sister .

2009-11-03T18:20:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone i'm come back to post le . This few day got alot of thing happen to me . Ytd he just break wit me , he msg me this 'To tell U days wit u I was happy but I really dun wish to continue being wit two gals at one tym so I made this decision to break wif u hope tat u will find 1 tat suits u more than me I am so sry. ' When I read this msg I really feel like crying out , but I tell myself cannot cry . Cos if girl cry because of guy is a stuipd thing . Now my mind just like a white paper . Dun know wat to do ??? Go sch also no mood to study , at hm also stay inside my rm anyhow think . But thk to my sis who pei wo this few day . My 18th Bday is coming le , but I also no mood celebrate . haiz .... 2day go sch take test den I'm the last one to finish cos no mood to do it . Den 12 + I porn sch den go vivo wit my sch mates . Just now go vivo also no mood to walk . haiz I really dun know y ??? I asking myself where is the last time Seah Qiu Yi , and she when will coming back . haiz.... Thursday and Friday I dun need to go sch . Who wan to go den msg me .... This sunday midnite my real kor coming back from taiwan I'm so happy . He not at hm this few week i'm very boring . Wish he can safely come back to singapore . Going to no mood again . I dun wan to post le . I stop here le . Bye !!!

2009-10-31T16:22:00.006+08:00

Dear sis ,

Thk 4 let me cool down 4 a few day . Now I feel better le . Den still got u 4ever is my best sis , and dun say u not good le . This thing not u wrong , is myself wan it de . Btw ytd I and my god daddy go out I feel more better le . Den I and my guy also go back to normal le . So dun need to worry about me le . Now I'm very fine le . Thk sis . Rmb 291009 4ever !!!

***因为我太傻***

当我看到你和他在一起那就像一个晴天霹雳,我心痛地快要无法呼吸,难道你就这样离我远去嗯.如果你把感情当作游戏,我真的暂时承受不起,难道真爱永远遥不可及,可是我要如何把你忘记,难道不能继续一段,如此忧伤的旋律揭开了那张虚,伪的面具跟着我唱悲伤歌曲.因为太傻只会爱一个你,因为太傻只会想一个你,因为太傻只能欺骗了我自己,对不起只能Crying for you,别忘记真的Missing for you baby! I love you !I'm waiting for you !Bye bye never say good bye 我只希望你还有真爱I need you 心里面只有你 I want you 我希望你能明白.

2009-10-30T00:30:00.006+08:00

Hi everyone I'm back !!! Ytd dun know must happy or sad ??? Cos ytd we patch back le , den at nite we meet den we go buy present 4 my coming bday cos afternoon I ask him where is my present den he say wat present den I say I wan a Piglet . When he buy 4 me the piglet I so happy . But when I reach hm , he msg me tell me that he feel like he not suit to me , and ask me go find other guy who suit to me . I heard until this I just like a ugly toy whose ppl dun like me and pass me around . Y ? I just like a stuipd and ugly girl in the world . I think I stay inside my dark dark place better 4 me . Now I love to be lonley . Sis I know u c until my blog u will call me , but dun wan can ??? I just wan to go back to my dark place first . Let me cool down myself and think wat I do wrong . Sry Sis this few day I will not call u first ok ??? But I will rmb 29/10/09 is u and me become SISTER the date . Bye I going back to my bark place le .

2009-10-22T19:03:00.003+08:00

Hello I'm back !!! 2day wake up around 9+ den saw xueling msg . But never reply lazy . Sry! Lesson start at 1pm but I never go cos lazy to go . Den chat wit Yuying 4 2hr + ... Haha !!! Den 1.30 go sch from 2nd lesson , start at 3 . Now the way to sch , I ask my brother bear to call me and chat wit me until I reach sch den hang out the phone . Thk Brother bear . Now my life got one ppl help me to become happy and not lonley . Thk YuYing I got u this kind of friend I very happy . I not alone anymore . Thk . When I haven know u will my life just like in a very dark place I cannot c until sunlight . This u bring me out of the dark , and let me c until sunlight . Thk my dear friend . U just like my sis care about me and teach me wat is correct wat is wrong . Can u be my close sis ??? Reply me in the tagboard ... Bye... Gtg le . See u !!!

2009-10-20T21:09:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone !!! 2day never go sch cos sick . Got Fever (37.9) and runny nose. Sad . 12+ go ployclinics c doctor . But 2 den can c doctor . Den I go temple slack until 1.30 den go back to ployclinics to take num . Very boring 1.30 wait until 3 + den c until doctor . Heng xueling come and pei wo wait if not I going to be crazy . Hao le den go temple eat until 4 + den go hm . But at first wan to go temple at nite de but mother dun let me go . Cos ytd I reach hm around 11+ . Den still got I sick . Sian ... 2morro still got sch until 5.30 . Boring . Nth to say le . BB .

2009-10-18T22:45:00.005+08:00

Hello everyone i'm back !!! My life going to be boring , emo and crazy soon. This few day can't slp at nite , don no Y ??? I can't tahan den I go eat slping pills . Before I eat I wish I can slp half way den say bye bye to this world . Sry my friend I promise U I won't eat but I really can't tahan . Sry my friend . I know U care about me , thk 4 the care . Still got when I need a person to chat U everytime will listen wat I wan to say out in my heart . Thk friend . Next I know wat to do le . Bye !!!

2009-10-01T15:53:00.005+08:00

Long time never post le . Aiya.... Now holiday but also boring stay at home . Cos my friend still got sch . My life going to boring again . Aiya... Sch reopen must everyday go sch le , if not i going to repeat my ite for 6 month next year . So sian . I HATE ITE life make me stress and boring . But my friend around me and teacher ask me dun give up . Cos only left 2 more month jiu finish le . So I listen to u all , I will not give up until the end ." JIA YOU I CAN DO IT" . Still got 45 more day going to 18th year old le . So happy and sad . 18th year old le grow up le must work more hard le . HAHA ... This 2 day watch 終極三國 so funny . 脩 so handsome . I like him when he play guitar So cool man . If u all haven watch this show faster go watch . Is very nice . The song also nice to listen . Bye got to go le . See u

2009-08-12T23:27:00.001+08:00

Wa Ytd reach hm very late . Den today never go sch . Wake up at 10+ . Den 12+ go lot 1 walk walk until 1+ , den go back to teck whye wait for xue ling . Den suddenly she tell me she need to stay back for awhile . Den very boring ,den i call jia xiang to follow me go see doctor take mc . But need to wait very long . But very happy doctor give me 3 day mc . So i dunno wan to go sch for 2morro ma . Haha !!! After go c doctor go to temple for awhile . About 5+ me,xueling,weekeong,weijian,jiaxiang and xueling stead(jun jie) go lot 1 watch movie . We watch "OVERHEARD" from 6.30pm to 8.10pm is 100min movie . After that go to temple c lion dance cai qing . About 9+ jiu go hm . Reach hm go and bath . I bath hao le . My mum cook thing to let me eat . Now very full , cannot slp . Haha let me tell u one lame joke . See below ...

5 Friends live in A room,
namely:Mad
:Brain
:Fool
:Somebody&
:Nobody
One day,Somebody Killed Nobody.
That time,Brain was in the bathroom.
Mad called the police.
Mad say:Is this police station?
Police say:Yes,what's the matter?
Mad say:Somebody killed Nobody.
Police say:Are you mad ?
Mad say:Yes,I am Mad.
Police say:Dont you have brain?
Mad say:Brain is in the bathroom.
Police say:You FOOL!
Mad say:No,Fool is reading the message.

Haha very lame rite ???Aiya nth to post le . Very tried and sleeply . NOw going to slp le . Good nite !!!

xiiaolollipop

2009-08-11T16:17:00.000+08:00

62day never post le . Cos lazy to post . Haha!!!

ToDay go sch very boring and sleeply . I do my EPE ( Electrical Power & Equipment ) Class work finish den I slp for about 15 min den go tea break . After tea break go back to class slp again , dunno y so tried ??? About 12+ I go hm , never go next lesson cos is IE ( Industrial Electronics ) lesson more sian and boring . Den 1+ reach CCK Mrt . Go buy thing to eat , jiu go hm le . Reach hm more boring nth to do . Maybe going to slp le after posting , den 7+ wake up , eat hao le jiu go temple , cos today the da ri zi start le until this friday . Den go down see see and talk talk . Haha . Aiya nth to write le . Before I end the post I post some cute cute pic to let u see . HAHA !

2009-06-09T23:50:00.000+08:00

Erm 4 day never post blog le . Aiya cos lazy to on com . Today and 2morro is my grandma 3 year le so need to do 'gong teck' for her . So sad she has pass away 3 year le . Aiya dun say about is sad thing . Aiya also anything to write le . Haha !!! Need to go and slp le . 2morro 8am need to wake up . Bye

2009-06-04T20:53:00.000+08:00

HI!!! Long time no post le . Cos lazy to post . Haha !!! But I very angry cos got ppl spam my blog .If I find out who is he or she . I will never let go de . Still got if u dare to spam ppl blog can reply ma . If u dun dare to reply den dun spam ppl blog can ma . Still got one more thing u say ppl ugly next time yr child more ugly . So I now teach u one thing next time dun say ppl if not yr child will be it . Aiya dun say about this le . So happy now holiday le . Can slack at hm and outside wit friend . HaHa!!! ok I will stop at here le ...... :)

2009-05-14T14:49:00.000+08:00

Sry ar I MIA for so many week . This few week busy cos 31 May got preform . I need to learn my singing like siao. Going to no voice le . Haha !!! I going to sing JayChou song . The name call CaiHong . Haha!!! I think I will stop to find a stead le . Cos my six sense tell me that if i like someone , they will not like me de. So I tell myself dun go and jealous that ppl got stead. I got one thing to tell this guy that I like ; Btw I have tell u that I will stop like u and cos I dun wan to lose a friend like u. But I think I could do it. I dunno y ??? So give me time to forget the love I like u , I will try to think that u just only my friend . okok??? I just a gal who dunno how to like herself. Relationship this thing make me like a crazy gal and lonely gal. My world only got hate . All my friend I really hate myself alot. I feel like killing myself. And go find my caring grandfather and grandma in the hell. And fellow them 4ever. Grandpa and grandma y u left me alone in this world. I very scare and lonely now. Pls come back and acompany me. I very miss u all. Pls!!! *...*

xiiaolollipop

2009-04-10T16:35:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone !!! Long time no post blog . Cos very busy . 1 April to 4 April I go for NYAA camp in sch . At first I dun wan to go de . But last min I go, cos my friend got go 2 . This 4 day 3 nite camp I learn alot of thing like "leadership and so on ......" But at the second day of the nite , I got high fever . Den my fever like siao de . It go UP and DOWN , UP and DOWN . Until the last day abit OK !!! When I reach hm the fever start again . Aiya so sad and boring . Haha !!! But got one thing to say is that I found back my love feeling le . So happy . Cos I break wit my ex I started no have any love feeling at guy le . Like one handsome guy infront of me , I also no feeling to like him . But now I started to have le . He is a guy who very friendly , caring , look cute and look cool . Haha !!! But I dunno y I got the brave feeling to tell him I like him . But I tell him also no use cos we still cannot stead . Cos we just know each other . So sad . Dun say about this thing le . Will make me cry . So happy going to sch reopen le . I can go back to my sch life le . Still ot 2 more day , very fast de . Haha !!! Aiya lazy to post le . So I will stop at here le . See You . Take Care everyone . Haha !!!

XiiaoLollipop

2009-03-19T23:27:00.000+08:00

2day early in the morning 6 + wake up , very tired dun feel like going to sch . But cannot 2day is my last day of sch . Den wake up faster go and change . Change hao le , faster wear shoe . Cos my father scold scold wat time le still dun wan to faster . Like wat lo . I reach sch about 7.30 so early I 8 den start lesson . WTF . Den I 2day very early end sch cos I finish my work le . So happy . I faster go take bus no.31 and take mrt . Cos my friend jia ying meet me at cck mrt . We meet hao den go my hs and change . Den we take cab go jurong point to meet kak leong . He very slow sia . Den we go KFC eat . Cos I very hungry . Haha !!! When kak leong reach , we go find their friend . Cos their friend wan to smoke . Haha !!! Den 5+ we go work . 2day I and new friend only sell $66.30 . Wa so less . Den one person only take $10 . WTF . After work 5 of my friend go sit one unlce car go hm . But the unlce we dunno de . Den the unlce ask alot of thing lo . He very kp lo . Everything wan to ask . Haha !!! Reach hm nth to do den I Now posting my blog . Haha . I now very tired wan to go and slp le . So I will stop here . Haha !!! Gd Nitez everyone . I go back to my lalalland le . Haha . See YOU !!!

XiiaoLollipop

2009-03-18T23:58:00.000+08:00

Hi!!! Everybody , long time no post le , cos I lazy to post . Haha . This few month I know alot of friend . Haha so happy to know them. Let me tell u all who are them . Firstly is the sintua friend , got Weiwei , Xiaolong , Peini , Ziqian , Mervin , Kelvin , my friend parent and three more I dunno how to spell it . Haha . Next is wall's friend , got Kakleong and his stead .This all my friend very friendly and caring . Haha nice to know them and make friend wit them . 2day I will post photo on it . Haha . Those photo is my gandi alios and kakleong when they at the mrt . Alios di wat u seeing ??? He busy msg wit his AiAi !!!

They two seeing gals !!!

2day never go sch . Haha . Cos I last two day go bbq eat wrong thing . Den 11+ I go and make my friend , after that den we both go and c docter . Wa the fees very cheap only $6+ . Haha !!! After that I follow my friend go find her stead at lot1 mac . Den go her hs slack until 5+ den we go and work . 2day I only sell $40.30 . SO LESS . Den my pay only $13.50 . WTF . Sian lo holiday no money to go out . Need to find work to do le . 2day I also very angry kana scold by two ppl . First is working friend . Second is my father . Aiya 2day I very bad luck . Got many thing happen to me . Sian la . I will stop here . NTH to say le .

Thinking Of U

2008-11-11T21:47:00.000+08:00

Sry my friend long time never blog le, cos lazy to blog . lol !!! Now I got something to tell u all . I have forget about him . Cos I saw one pic . It say :

Forget him

Forget his name forget his face

Forget his kiss,his warm embrace

Forget the love that you once knew

Remember he has some one new

Forget him when they played your song

Remember when you cried all night long

Forget how close you to once were

Remember he has chosen her

Forget you memorized his walk

Forget the way he used to talk

Forget the things he used to say

Remember he has gone away

Forget his laugh forget his grin

Forget the dimples on his chin

Forget the way he held you tight

Remember he's with her tonight

Forget the time that went so fast

Forget the love that moved it's past

Forget he said he'd leave u never

Remember he's gone forever!!!

When I first time read this I cry .This story let me forget him forever in my life .

xiiaolollipop

2008-09-18T18:09:00.000+08:00

10day never post le . Cos very busy for test . Early in the morning kana scoldind but my father . So angry . Only wan to take money from him to top up my ez-link card . Den he scold me and ask me dun study le .Cos I everytime go sintua . I got one word to my parent 'Y I cannot go sintua and help.' Aiya dun say le la . If he dun wan me to study i'm ok de. Cos I am a hopeless person infront of my parent. Aiya dun say le. 2day come back from sch so sian . Den I saw one thing happen . Is that my friend mother have pass away 2day . I so sad. Aiya nth to post le .

xiiaolollipop

2008-09-09T12:14:00.000+08:00

2day reach sch about 7.35a.m ,need to wait for 25min den start lesson .So sian . At class I also do nth . I better dun go sch lor . 2day I very guai after sch never go tua just go hm . Cos everytime go there they still slping ,den I better go hm and play my audi and msn. haha . I tell myself 2day I must be a good gal. lol . Aiya nth to say le . maybe at nite blog again .

xiiaolollipop

2008-09-07T19:37:00.000+08:00

Aiya long time no blog le .This few week I never blog cos I no mood to blog .I break wit him le . Den I find one more guy I really like .But we stead for 11day den break le .I very stuipd go and break wit him . But I break i still like him dunno y ? I ask him for patch ,he say no to me .So sad . Now I asking my friend "Y this world got this word call LOVE ???" I got this word to me now "I now hate the most is LOVE ".Love can make ppl happy but also can make ppl sad .Now我忠心我爱的人 only is My pass away grandpa and grandma .Still got my gan daddy,erzi,nuer,gan kor,gan mei and gan di .Sry ppl I no mood to blog le .

2008-08-02T15:54:00.000+08:00

I Got One Msg For My Mother . Now My life wan freedom only .Mummy I have grow up can u give me some freedom ma . I not a small girl le. I now 17 year old le .When I ask my friend , yr mother got give u freedom ma . They ans me got la . Mummy I pls u can give me some freedom ma ? Now I Know Wat I am doing le .I got tell U before if I turn very bad girl u can just call the girl home ppl and bring me go inside .

xiiaolollipop

2008-07-12T13:05:00.000+08:00

Hi Everybody Long Time No Blog Le . Because Now Few Day Go To My Future SinTua Zhong Ying Tang Help . At There I Make Many Friend . I Find one gan kor call Chee Hao . Lol . So sian after yew keng i feel very sick . Wan to faint like this . Heng ah chong go and faster buy mac for me to eat .Because i never eat from 10 in the moring until 10 in the nite. Haha . Thk ah chong . Nth to write le . Maybe ltr at nite still got thing to write . Haha i gtg .

Xiiaolollipop

2008-07-02T17:23:00.000+08:00

2day Wake Up At 12.30pm . HAHA . Yesterday Slp At 5am . Wa So Late Because I watching TV . HAHA . Den Wake Up Nth To Do Go And Play Audition . Maybe 2Nite I And My Audi Bf Can Marry Le . So HAPPY . Laogong We Must Jia You To Become Couple K . Wo Ai Ni Laogong 1314 . HAHA . Sch Going To Reopen Le So Sad . Must Wake Up Early In The Morning . Bye Nth To Write Le . Haha .

xiiaolollipop

2008-07-01T11:44:00.000+08:00

Good Morning ! Wake Up Nth To Do . So Sian . Now I Nth To Do So I Will Let U All See Something .
棒棒堂 (LOLLIPOP)

Name:Qiu Sheng Yi

Chinese Name: 邱勝翊

NickName:王子(Prince)

D.O.B:14/04/1989

My Comment:He so cute and handsome rite .Wang Zi Jia You

Name:Jun Jie
Chinese Name: 廖俊杰

NickName:小杰(XiaoJie)

D.O.B:25/09/1986

My Comment:XiaoJie Jia You .Stay Cool

Name:Zhuang Hao Quan

Chinese Name: 莊濠全

NickName:敖犬(AoQuan)

D.O.B:30/10/1982

My Comment:AoQuan U must Jia You .

Name:Yang Qi Yu
NickName:小煜(XiaoYu)
D.O.B:05/07/1985

My Comment: XiaoYu Jia You .U are a pro rocker .

Name:Liu Jun Wei

Chinese Name: 俊玮

NickName:阿玮(AhWei)

D.O.B:15/10/1985

My Comment:AhWei Jia You . Stay Cute .

HAHA They Look So Cute , Handsome And Rocker Rite. So Everyone Pls Support 棒棒堂 (LOLLIPOP) OK ? They Really Very Hard Working . Bang Bang Tang U All Is The Best Group Band . I Will Support U All 4 Ever In My Life . Jia You BANG BANG TANG .

xiiaolollipop

2008-06-25T18:30:00.000+08:00

Hi EveryOne !

Long Time No Post Le . Nowaday Very Busy At Audition And Watch Bang Bang Tang Show (Lollipop) . HAHA !

So How Are U All My Friend And BS4L My Fav Group Member ? I'm Fine . HAHA

I Very Miss My BROTHER He Now At NS Training . He Not At Hm No One Pei Wo Over Nite Watch TV . U Know If U One Person Sit At The Living Rm Is Very Scaring Thing(I Dunno How To Say The Feeling OUT ) . Still Got 2 More Day He Coming Back Hm So GOOD . Mother Going To Cook His FAV Food . And WELCOME Him Hm . I Wish He Can Lose He Weight ,When I see Him . HAHA ! Now Talk About Me . 2Day When ON My COM Den My Friend Tell Me . 2Day U Can See The Reuslt Le . Den I Faster Go And See But Com Very Lag Den I Ask My Gan Kor Help Me See Den He Tell Me ,My EP(Electrical Principles) I Get C Grade Den EM(Electrical Machines) I Get C Grade And EAS(Electrical Appliance Servicing) I Get B Grade . So My GPA I Get 2.143 ! HAHA ! But I Lose To My Brother . So Sad ! Next Term I Will Win Him De . HAHA ! Going Sch Reopen Le . Half Happy Half Sad . Who Can TEACH Me Dance ? Lol . HAHA . Bye .

XiiaoLollipop

2008-06-21T00:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUELING MEI !

xiiaolollipop

2008-05-29T18:52:00.000+08:00

Long time no blog le . Because nowaday got test so need to study no free to blog . Now den I free . Hehe ! I got one wish . My wish is I can die fast more gd . This world I no have everythng I wan . Like love and no one know wat I wan . He tell my Di den he dunwan to have a gf now . When I heard that I think is world no one can match me . I better die now. I die I can dun need think so much think den I have alot of freedom . I can go down find my beloved grandpa and grandma stay wit them 4ever and take care of them . I wan to end my life now . I dun wan to stay here le . I dun need ppl to cheer me up . I dun need ppl to care about me . I only wan freedom . Who can give me one happy family and dun need to think so much thing just have a happy day . I life end until now le . Dun need ppl to help me save my life . Bye bye all of the ppl who know me . U all better fast forget about me . My life going to end soon . Bye my family ,cousin,friend,gan daddy, gan kro,gan mei,gan di , gan nuer ,gan erzi and BS4L . Take care all of u . Fast forget about me . Thk

xiiaolollipop

2008-05-16T18:19:00.000+08:00

2day wake up late , because last nite chat the phone with him and my godbro until 11.30 . After chatting dun feel like slp so I go watch TV until 1.30 den go and slp . Den wake up at 6.15 fast do my thing den go sch . Reach sch waiting for teacher den I sit down on the chair den feel like slp again . Teacher come den I faster run in to the class and slp . Because CARE lesson dun nth . After CARE lesson is EM (T) also do nth den I go and slp again . So nice to slp . 12 go hm le ,den went I reach JE interchange I call my mother to go lot 1 follow me go and eat . After eating we go and find my aunt at mini toon she working at there . Den I buy some sweet to eat. Den reach hm I play my psp , play until halfway I went to slp because I very tired . Den now den wake up . Ltr maybe got chat wit him . So gd ^_^

xiiaolollipop

2008-05-13T18:35:00.000+08:00

2day wake up at 7 , but sch start at 12 . 2day got test I know how to do . Den i finish my test my friend haven finish , so he ask me to teach him how to do . Teach until halfway teacher come and take my paper . Den I tell myself I going to fail my test le. SO SAD . After test my freind and I go C2 to eat . Eat finish den play psp audition until siao . Den 3 we go to next lesson is EP(T) . Den I never listen I busy smsing so fun , bill come I die le . After class sit teacher car go hm cool man .Save my time sitting the mrt and so many ppl . 2morro stil got test so sian .

xiiaolollipop

2008-05-09T19:40:00.000+08:00

2day so happy and crazy. Because I ask him if I really like u den I wan have a stead ,can u be ? He reply can but it would be too fast for it . So I tell him I will try hard now to know him better . So now we are friend . So happy! 2day the lesson not so boring because I got do my work . After doing my work I go and slp because very tried everyday 6 wake up . Den I slp until 12 den wake up den go hm . After den I go Lot1 to buy KFC and eat . Reach hm saw my brotherso I cannot use com den I play my psp . Play Play Play den go and bath . Finish my bath my brother not at hm le so I use the com . But so sad he never online in msn . 2morro is my tried day need to help my mother do thing .

XiiaoLollipop

2008-05-08T15:32:00.000+08:00

Early in the morning I wake up. I so happy . Because I have telling him the ture of my feel to him . I now better when I saying out. I will try my best to know him better. Reach sch so sian do EP work . After EP is EM more so sian . Den I play my psp, play until half-way teacher call me to keep my psp, den I keep . After lesson she ask me to wait den I wait . She ask me to take out my psp to give her den I give . She say if I cannot ans her question, she give it to form teacher . Den I ans her question lo. I hate the teacher. Reach hm also nth to do so I online to chat wit my friend . So boring . :)

xiiaolollipop

2008-04-25T19:57:00.000+08:00

Early in the morning 6am . Wake up to go sch so sian . 2day the lesson so boring . First lesson is CARE lesson nthing to do chat wit teacher . Second lesson is EM-P got test I never study fail le . Before the test got one teacher ask us wan to join lighting and sound club . Den I got join the cca . So I got two cca now . Den after sch I alone walk to simei mrt to go hm . When reach hm I go and see my new handphone W910i this phone I last one month I wan le dun mother dun let me buy so sad. now different I very happy .

xiiaolollipop

2008-04-24T15:20:00.000+08:00

2day wake up at 6am. So tried the lesson start at 8am . Den on the way to sch my friend sms me ask me to wait for her at the bus-stop .Den I wait until she come den go sch together. When reach the classroom den teacher ask us to do work . Den I finish my work den i go and slp . After awhile my friend call me to wake up . Den we go tea break . After tea break still got lesson 12 to 1. After lesson I and my friend walk to simei mrt .